Well today I went on campus at like one just to kill time before class at four. I had my notebook with me and just started writing randomly. Here is what I have:
Where do we go from here?? We're running on a a treadmill: continuously moving but going nowhere. Things are obvious but at the same time I'm confused. I've laid my cards out on the table. It's your turn to call, to raise the ante. Whatever happens, happens for a reason. Whether it ends up how I want or not it doesn't matter. I just need to know. Straight forward. Don't hold back. Just let me know...am I waisting my time and breath?? Are my feelings reciprocated?? You've made me happier and a better person. And no matter what, I'll always care for you. Just don't keep me in the dark. Please, let it out.
It's snowing...the white swirls and twirls around me. it makes me want to dance. Only one person i want to dance with though. Ugh...I'm obsessed. I need to just get over it and have a "whatever" attitude because feeling like this is driving me freaking crazy. If nothing else we have an amazing friendship.
Blah...obvi you can see where my mind has been the past couple days and posts. I need to just live life in the moment and not focus on the past or the future. Just live my life!! Whatever happens is what is supposed to be!! I know that and I can handle that!! So here I go!! :)
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