I'm stuck in Salt Lake. Not terrible...I'm at Grant and Lyndi's. But I still just want to go home. Bingham County has been shut down, all of the schools cancelled YESTERDAY...it must be really bad for that to happen in Idaho!! The storm that is there is supposed to hit here at 3:00 pm...so about the time Blackfoot reopens I won't be able to leave Utah.
FML
I just want to go home. How many terrible things can happen to me in a week...lots. This just sucks. Honestly Tuesday at the temple was amazing and ever since then it has just gone down hill!! I can't even go to the temple today (which was the plan). My life is just like a roller coaster. It has highs that are amazing, but it drops so fast that I get sick.
Maybe one day soon it will start to level out a bit but I highly doubt that. As soon as I am in a good place in life and doing the things I am supposed to everything starts to suck. I should be used to it by now...but I'm not. Ugh I honestly can't stand it anymore.
I also can't stand being told to be calm and that everything will be fine because honestly...it NEVER works out that way for me. It takes forever for everything to become "fine" and then it is only fine for a day or two. Everyone just needs to leave me alone and let me handle it how I normally do. I've lived like this for almost 20 years I think I can handle it by myself. Thanks though...for nothing.
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