What hurts the most

What hurts the most was being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away and never knowing what could have been...

If i could say what I want to say I'd say I want to blow you away and be with you every night. If I could say what I want to see I want to see you go down on one knee. Marry me today! I guess I'm wishing my life away with these things that I'll never say...

Why do songs always tell the story of my life? Why can't I put into words myself how I feel? Why can't my life be an episode of Glee so it would be alright for me to sing how I feel to the person I like, to my family, to my friends, to the world? Why can't I put into words the pain that I feel each day? Why can't I express the love that is in my heart without getting scared?

I'll never be able to do these things...so I guess i'll just stick with listening to the music that describes my life...

Strumming my pain with his fingers. Singing my life with his words. Killing me softly with his song. Killing me softly with his song telling my whole life with his words. Killing me softly...