How Can I Miss Him This Much...?

Taylor left on his mission on the 12th. It seems like he's been gone for a thousand years yet it's only been seventeen days. Ugh. This sucks.

Don't get me wrong, I'm so proud of him and the work he is doing but time seems to be dragging on forever. I thought my little brother's mission was taking a long time to pass but this beats that exponentially!!

I miss him so much. I can't even put in to words how much I miss him...or why. I know why but at the same time I'm not really sure if I do. That sounds weird, I know, but it's hard to explain.

There are so many things that I miss that I can't even make a list (I've tried believe me...easier said than done).

Why does this have to be so hard? Why can't it be easy like all of the other times I've sent boys out on missions? I've never experienced this feeling before and I hate it.

Make time go by faster.