Sunday, May 20, 2012

Heartbroken

Well...I just got a message on Facebook from Jaime Lee, Jordan's mom. She informed me that I can no longer go to Reno in July to see Jordan.

They only have three days together when he gets home before he has to work and get ready for school.

I understand giving them family time and I want them to have all the time together that they can before he leaves again; I really, truly understand why.

But I have missed him so much. Counting down the days to see him is what has been getting me through this semester. It is all I have been looking forward to since the day he left. I bought my ticket already. I have been planning everything out that we were going to do, movies we are going to watch, etc.

I just can't stop crying. I really needed to see him. I know that I will when he gets to Provo it is just that I have waited two years for this and I don't want to wait anymore!!

I guess I just need to suck it up and get over it. I just wish they would have let me know before I bought my ticket...

I don't even know what to do anymore...every time I plan something that I am looking forward to it alwasy gets ruined. I'm just not going to hope for or plan anything anymore.

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